Scare of the Week

So I tried to log into my blog last week...had a lot happen and needed to put much of it down so that I could try and sleep. Only to find that my blog had been "deleted" for lack of use of my gmail since 2007...Ummmmm something weird going on there. Specially since I blog every couple of months at least.

Anyway...My maternal grandfather passed away last Wednesday May 29, 2011. It is going to be hard on all of us...most especially for my mother. She is now home alone. Not something she has really had to do for any extent of time in who knows how many years. I wish that I could be there more but if I am not on the road working then there will be no income coming in to help her keep her home. And I do what to try and help her do so.

My daughter is pregnant...about 10 weeks along now. She is just over 19 and I am having mixed feelings about it. In some ways I am excited about the prospect of a grandchild...even if I am only 38. Don't feel old enough for grandchildren yet (LMAO). But I am also worried about her being so young. I remember how hard it was for me to have her at her age. She is back living with my sister and brother-in-law. This is a mixed blessing. She is closer than in Tampa...will be looked after so much better than her father would ever do...but she is still so far away. And still insisting she is all grown up and all the fun that goes with that. I just keep praying that she does not do anything more stupid...

OK sleep is about to claim me...since I woke up at 2am and it is now 9pm I do believe it is now bedtime.